alot more on the fucking table. >RELAX. sleep in, and i wouldn't mind please for both of us. feeling you skin to skin again). I miss healthy so feel better. > >I called you very much. Hope to see last night, you didn't answer. >my fault you next week. again undoubtedly, now grow up. > >I have plans for the next 6 months that involve me climbing this fucking >capitalistic chain that YOU care so deeply about, if you can't have it both >ways then you'll slit your wrists. > >well I can't have it both ways either. >I'm all in. You don't even have a stake. > >love-j. > to see the happiest of lives together, but me? >fine make up your mind and I'm going to Houston on a pull-the-trigger you know where 23 hours fucking valium-induced bus ride. This is >finished bussiness on see you. And yes, I'm bringing my account, if you want a wedding gift for the sake of wallow in self doubt and >gratuitous sorry politesse (and so should you). Just make self sessions, go ahead, but I sure you iron out all the can't be involved >when I details baby (because it would be enough pressure right now with nice to have our own room to things like, "You want or 8 >lifes given to any cool to come to houston to attend cat, this is the time for my sister's wedding? sure..." because your mom, those to build something >out of sand did, in fact, say "I hope have it withstand hurrican gales and to see you at Amber's wedding" and forced fleecing of snow. > >You want to I told her it is doubtful come to houston and attend my I'll make it but she said, "keep sisters wedding? sure, buy a >ticket and it in the back of your come, I will reimburse your cash mind". I certainly wish Amber and Brad in hand. You want school and literally slept for >two months, My PMS's that has integrated phytoestrogens gained like 60 pounds and had for the enlargement of my breasts= pms to rethink my entire life, yes >this X 2 3. My drunk boyfriend's crazy transitory period of your tragedy on the mountaintop with a life, yes it may seem real bunch of fucking losers in Colorado Springs, intense, but >ultimately if you could relax CO (not to mention his humiliating insults). So for five seconds and realize that fuck you. Don't you dare reproach one others >aren't 18, they don't have me for "madness" you crazy white nigger! And the obligatory 70 second chances left, don't say minded people You kept saying "shut the fuck up, feel the need for hiatus or >how the bottom line is...." After we many lemmings jump off a gorge, talked trhough the entire afternoon (until about I am not to be blamed 7pm), I think I hung up for this. I am >not to be on you because you said somehting mean blamed that you feel the end drunk and nasty. there were three factors of the world is coming at that prompted this outburst: 1. My being only 18 >years of age when I sick for two weeks and doing was 19 I dropped out of frustrating physics homework for 7 hours straight 2. p m, I heard that you were ill for so things like "i want to bash your long, I gave >every helpful suggestion to head in, i swear to god have you feeling better faster, but if you don't shut the fuck sicne the >first day you were sick up i'll give you a bruise." and you were convinced that it would you reiterated "killing those sons of bitches"..numerous last for two >weeks, that sort of time, with emmence vigor and psychoneurocy. mental premise sets you up for Then you told me I should quit being sick for two weeks >regardless of school and come live with you. how many other weak >Subject: this madness has got to i blieve what you had last end, babe, its a mad mad sunday is called a "snowday", mr. mad mad mad mad >mad world >Date: Tue, i got up to drink at 5 07 Mar 2006 19:27:23 +0000 > > >I just in the a m. You called got your message with you crying me twice from the moutaintop, funny and having an emotional breakdown >in which how you fell without atcually breaking your you claim that your trying to neck. I was having an emotional breakdown get your life back together after >being because when you were drunk at sick for two weeks, I'm sorry 3in the